hello. (:
im going for tuition soon. but maybe today wont be so, bad. i skipped it 3 weeks in a row and wasted about $75 on tuition fees.
anyway, M.A.C is cutecutecute! hot somemore. XD
boonhui has a hottie too! i shant tell you who it is. maybe SOME pple know abt it.
BUAHAHAHAHAHAHs.
im enjoying boonhui's anxiety. LOL. (x
shall i say boonhui? *grins*
okay im no that mean lah. i wont say secrets. i can keep them,
andthreatenboonhuiwiththem.whahaha.
short post today! :D
byebyes. (:

oh damn. ):
im wayyyyyyyy back in times.
i havent done this. i havent done that. and there's a stupid mosquito biting meeeee.
toot lah. D:
im wayyyyyyyy back in times.
PLUS! i havent done my homework and here i am doodling my time away.
okay im not doodling it away.
im waiting for.. candia.
to think for a design problem or whatever.
yah. so..
okay im bored.
byebyes. :D

okay this is gonna be a short post.
aft this incident, my depression crisis, has returned once again.
life is terrible. i think.
why does it always have to happen, and pull me down from the peak of my happiest days?
i was so close, just so close, and it had to happen?
why am i always caught in the gunfire? do it, but keep me out of it! isnt that okay?
crushed.
i am crushed.
yes, do your stuff, and leave the rubbish.
leave it for me to clean it up for BOTH of you.
why am i the one who always has to indulge myself in this ridiculous happenings and help all of you get out of it? why must i be the one to clean up? why must i be the one to cool you down? why must i be the one to manage to draw, a line??
just shut up. shut that trap up. close it. and dont open it. is that so difficult? why must you go on and on and on and on and on?!?!?!?
suckers. do your stuff then. i shant care, anymore.
goodbye.

My breakfast for tmr. HEEHEES. (x
















My new wallet!!! Birthday present from mommy! :D


















I named it "dusty" cos it was grey.
Close-up on dusty. (:













Look at my stuff toy family! Jiejie's tee-ger and piggie and my baby eeyore! baby eeyore.. SO CUTE!!! :D:D

oh man. im feeling very bored now, and super pissed with my sister.
she was supposed to wake up how many hours ago and she's not up.. YET.
can you believe it? she hibernated for like 6 hours? 6 hours! and she's not gonna eat dinner. damn lah. =x i guess she was in a REALLY deep sleep cos she answered me with veryVERY weird answers. haha. (x

For example:
Marie: Can you wake up alr? it's 10+ leh!
Grace: but i thought it's blocked..
Marie: Huh? what blocked?? o.0
Grace: *mumbles someone's name.. sth 'ru' lah*
Marie: o.0 what you talking abt? what blocked?
Grace: *grunts and goes back to sleep*

So weird right? cannot even fathom what she say lah. Anw, she promised to wake up but now's alr 11 pm and she's still snoring away..
i think i'll give up waiting for her to wake up. it's pointless/useless.
yay. i blogged a so-called long post. i think im happy now.. despite her ODD sleeping habits.
maybe she's trying to diet, so sleep to get rid of hunger. LOL. xD
okay bye byes! :D

im so happy now! just finished tuition and it was funfunfunnnnn. yep.
graphs are interesting to draw. really.
this is gonna be a real random post becos so far.. it's only 11:30 in the morning. yay.
daddy's going to leave for HongKong tmr morning 3am. im alr missing him..
jiejie and i played this real fun and silly game yesterday night. it's called boxhead from www.crazymonkeygames.com. should go and try it~ 2 player games; fantastic.
im feeling very hyper. and boonhui said BOO to me. YAY!
i think my friendship problems are ALMOST solved. and im sosososososo happy.
YAYNESS!
cool. that's all. byebye! :D:D:D

new skin! hope it's not too plain.
TAG OKAY! :D
(new song too. i tell you "byul" by KIMAHJOONG is the nicest song on earth. MARIA also! KIMAHJOONG is my star!) ((((:

Buzzing headlines:
Wentworth Miller, GAY or NOT GAY?!

Marie's shocking opinions:
"zzomg. i cannot believe this! how can this type of rumours spread out? totally insanity! im a strong fan of Wentworth Miller; my hunk! No, this is not true. definite."
However..
Marie's Facts:
"I also cannot believe this. but many magazines have come out with this rumour. it seems that Wentworth Miller is rumoured to be dating his acting colleague for about 3-6 months already! this is definitely shocking.."

CONCLUSIONS:
In the end.. Wentworth Miller, GAY or NOT GAY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

hello everyone.
personally, i think im getting meaner and meaner. i feel so mean and baddie! zzomg. i donno who to be nice to anymore. I also want to be nice to everyone. but.. i feel bad when i do this, i also feel bad when i DONT do this. so how?! what am i going to do? friendships are screwed lah. i donno how to "feel" anymore =/ Please! someone pls gimme some advice. who shall i trust? i realised that most of my friendship problems, are becos i caused them to.. happen. it's all my fault. and i mean.. really. somehow, i actually started some of the friendship problems in 1A. i hope you all dont blame me! i realised my mistake! i wont dare anymore. pple who think i did something wrong, i truely understand now. HATE ME ALL YOU WANT! but.. im really really sorry.
sorry 1A, i shouldnt have done it.. right?? ))):

look at her! the pretty-lady-like-ness.

"some pple act like one like and change when a person's back is turned. this type of pple sucks like the smelliest dung on earth."

you know who that stooooopid person is? let's play a guessing game! MAYBE YOU'LL GET IT CORRECT! WHEEEEE~

Marie's totally EMO letter. Take this seriously.

" I tell you something, my life up to date is totally screwed. I think im losing it soon. it's screwed and there's no turning back. homework? losing books? failing tests? being late? I'm losing what's left of my confidence. And giving up seems to be the easiest way out. I'm sick and tired of this sort of lifestyle. I dont want to go on anymore. NO MORE. What happened to MARIE?! she's gone i tell you. In her place is a girl who does not have self-confidence; a girl who thinks she should just give up right now; a girl who feels like nothingness, with no more high aims and goals. I've stated them all. How do i start? from where? how to piece back the broken pieces of my life? im feeling broken. Help me! SOS! I can never imagine how im going back to that once-a-top-student. NEVER. I've disappointed everyone. I'm thinking sadly. I'm sorry. =/ "

Oooh. 'umbrella' is a nice nice song. oh yes.
under my umbrella; ella ella A A A
under my umbrella; ella ella A A A
whoooooo. (x

oh dear me.
i think im getting sick of all the stupid tests in secondary sch. really. i wish the tests were as easy, nice, simple as primary sch.

pooh. nevermind. i shall post about today and yesterday too. (:

yesterday, was definitely coolio. i mean as in DEFINITELY. hmm.. PE wasnt that bad, we ran 2 rounds around the big track then cos it started to rain we changed the location and ran 6 rounds around the DNT block instead. was much much easier you know (: then i realised i didnt bring my shoes for the guides health test so i wanted to go home and take. HOWEVER, mr chai decided to have extra lessons on that day! so coincidental. well luckily i decided to chiong home and get them cos some peeps who didnt bring got a minus in their marks for the test.

WELL!

then aft sch we had footdrills for guides! i love the new ICs for footdrills! they're so niceeeeeeeee. we had footdrills for a while and then we went for the test. HEY, the footdrills IC said my bang was VERY GOOD! like so cool lah. ((((:
the test was not as hard as i thought it was. ms wee told me to relax, and true enough, ms chin was very very nicee. it was sort of an open discussion thing? yep, i did my best and tried to steal all the answers from the other sec 1s there. good grades are important. LOL. jking.

hahah. then aft that was debrief and taps and home time!

i ate fish, beans, teriyaki chicken, chicken stew for dinner with rice. no soup, sadly. then i chatted with boonhwee and julene, and with shirlene too. julene's totally in love with shirlene. SHE THINKS SHIRLENE IS CUTE AND COOL. (x

today:
today was okay too. i dunnit to stay back again! yay.

zzomg. candia is the bee murderer! LOL. there was these 2 bees that bothered me, singyi, luoting everyday. candia didnt seem affected though. then aft science when we came back for english, we saw the bee again. then it was like ARGH!!!!!! so candia and i deviced a plan--- to use MY reader's digest and HER calculator to "KIAP" the bee. OH! and successfully and ALL THANKS TO PURE LUCK, candia smacked a BULL'S CANDY EYE! LOLLOLLOL.
the bee fell into candia's table canal.
THEN SINGYI, ME, CANDIA AND LUOTING WERE LIKE LAUGHING AND LAUGHING AND LAUGHING AND LAUGHING. LAUGHING AND LAUGHING.
mrs lowe was staring at us. 0.0
then she sweeped the bee away and it dropped on candia! 's stuff! zzomg! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. poor candia lah. all because of us.
i went home aft sch with candia, and im currently waiting for my sister to come back with PAO PAO CHA before im willing to start my work (:
goodbyes.

hellohello :D
i just realised that "that's when i love you" is a super super nice song. and the lyrics are like damn meaningful. *smiles wistfully* yep. and the techno version is sososo cute okay! hahah. XD

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To here you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when your mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match you clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you
I love you
More than you know

And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you ,
I love you anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
you can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby, nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you , when I love you no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what

yesyes. that's the song lyrics.

oh mannnnnnn.
in 30 minutes time, im gonna go into that horrible tuition centre that i always hated. But well..

i finally told my daddy about the results or tests marks thingy. he said it was okay and he was not angry at all. just wanted me to try harder and get better marks next time. (: well, i broke down SOON AFT. =.=

woke up at 9 today, considered early if on normal days but late for today. Cos there was cathechism in the morning. =/ okay it was quite fun lah. wasnt just about boring lectures. we played games (: and my grp got first for 2 out of the 3 games we played.

argh. i wish i din have to go for tuition. ): it really sucks okay. how many posts have i dedicated to that sucky thing? i guess more than 2 if this is counted as the 3rd time. Too bad i deleted my old blog and created a new acc. if not you can see how much i scolded that CLASS. ):

anyway! im going to stop here because now is alr 1.50 and my class starts at 2. hmm.. wish me luck that the teacher doesnt ask us to do our assessment books because i didnt bring them and well, i dont pass them up -___-

so, goodbye. the end. and period. :D:D

oh so sad.
070707 just passed. and sec 4 farewell is over. im gonna miss all them sec 4s mannnnn. ):
now then i realise how much more i miss them. not like in the hall when i was like super hyper. there wasnt that type of atmosphere you know. they're leaving.. i wish times would rewind and we'd have taps together again. i feel like saying "jiayou sec4s in everything!" but..

they said they dont know the sec 1s THAT well cos we came in like for only some time back and they had little time with us. oh i'll miss them (: really. OH YES. i'll remember them.

hmm.. but nehmind! today was also funfunfun. whoooo. we performed and i was like damn scared on stage lah! hahah. i rather make a long long loooooong speech than perform ever again. since it's for the sec 4s and they seem to like it.. IT'S OKAY! *smiles*

then it was the coy 2 sec 1s and trahlahblah~
hmm.. the sec 1 coy 2 dance so proFESSIONAL leh! coolio. admireadmire man.
oh and the sec 2s and 3s too. we'll do better next time.
JIAYOU COY 1 SEC 1s!!!!!! :D:D

anyway, aft all the performances, was the MANITO game! hahah. so fun and cute. i went right up to my mortal and TOOK HER HAND. she's so nice (:
she gave me an eeyore handphone holder or pouch or what you call it. SO CUTE! xD
hahah. alicia's angel was fathiyah leh! zzomg. then she din come leh. poor thing.
oh then my angel i didnt get to know her name.. weird right?
i mean aft giving me the present she disappeared~
then we sat together as a patrol. with the sec 4s and everything. didnt have patrol corner or anything with DOVE sec4s for such a loooooong time. was nice feeling. ((:
and then they gave us presents, encouraging cards and even home made ginger bread mans! by yirong. ((((((:
also received the gel candle thing which they made for all of us. so sweet! we gave them our presents too. HOPE YOU LIKE IT! hahah. :D
ohoh and lydia was promoted to patrol second and dione to patrol leader! the rest of the roles i donno how say lah (: but congrats!

whoa. a long long day. i'll miss all of you sec 4s! jiayoujiayoujiayou in everything okay!
<3333333
goodbye! and farewell. and the end. (:

oohooh.
im conversing very well now with candy and baboonmonkey. They're really very nice pple. they brighten up my night. though i feel very very upset. i just quarreled with mommy not too long ago. well.. i didnt mean to, and it's not my fault.
hmm.. i did scold her some hurting sentences like "i think you need a psychiatrist" and "you're unreasonable" and tralahblah. she started it. but i cant be angry with her forever can i?
so i shall go and apologise now shall i? (: haiyoh.
some pple are rocks. these are the few names:
- CANDY ROCKS
- BOSTON ROCKS
- MARIE ROCKS
- BABOON ROCKS
- 1A ROCKS
- 6-4 ROCKS

yepyep. how's that? oh wait. i forgot something..
- FACE DOWN ROCKS

hahah. yeah! what shall i blog about? oh i know.
NONO. i dont want 070707 to come. that's when sec 4s are going away. im going to miss.... all of them. really.
OUCH, i scraped my skin on the yakult bottle and it's BLEEDING! cool. (x
yakult is so not nice.. but i'll need it cos it helps digestion..
mommy says it's good for my tummy. (:
sad thing. BABOON WENT OFFLINE.
AND SOON AFT, CANDY WENT OFFLINE TOO.
so marie is left alone. wahliao.
maybe i should stop blogging alr.
okay. so period.
goodbyes! :D

oh today was GREAT ! ((:
really great. and i mean really.

i went to qianya's house bright and early, okay.. not bright and early, but at 11 am. that's nice. we went there to bake cookies! whoo.
almonds! chocolate chips! niceeeeee. (x yep, that's what we baked. batter AND ingredients.
QC went jogging with qianya bright and early this morning. they went to toa payoh stadium.. and didnt invite me along! ohwell.. i bet i wouldnt be able to wake up anyway. they went at 6 plus. REALLY bright and early. but i realised QC went there to practice and qianya went there to.. slack. =.= HAHAH.
hmm.. i settled my own lunch of wanton mee that tasted absolutely horrible. MAYBE the cook wasnt in the mood. ): but well.
i WAS tempted to buy bubble tea then walking there. In the end i decided not to, cos i thought of shedding some calories. like ooh.
fortunately, i didnt make the trip there to buy, i went straight to her house instead. met QC and qianya on the way aft their lunch. they ate KFC =/
MINI was there!!! ARGH!!! she wasnt THAT scary lah. why did i even think that she would BITE me? that's just paranoid. =.=
hah! SO.. QC and qianya didnt bathe straight away after their jogging.. like yuck. kidding. erm.. bet the cookies "stunk". past tense of stink. lols.
yep. so aft the first batch of cookies were done, qianya suddenly had the craving to play diablo. and QC and i were watching open-mouthed. okay, not open-mouthed.. we were bored, i guess.
WHEE. the first batch was done! then aft the second batch, she continued her little game of diablo. until the third batch was almost done did susanna come! she was late?? 0.0
at that time the 3rd batch was still cooking, so we decided to wait and played some silly games. like "scissors, paper, stone" on the stairs. it was my idea.
then everyone joined in. i won ONE round.
soon, the third batch was done, then susanna and qianya were fiddling with their cold drinks, while me and QC were sort of hardworking and did all the work!
so we decided to let THEM do all the work for the next batch.
ended up the next batch, i did again and played with QC and qianya. ball. susanna was quietly doing the cookies.
then blahblahblah.
we continued playing all sorts of silly games in qianya's room, like pillow fight, etc etc. 0.0 was enjoyable. then they started zilian-ing. i didnt join in cos i didnt like doing it. ):
last batch of cookies done! *smiles*
we were getting really bored and ended up sleeping in her room.
SOSO. went to belimbing park after that to play.
and QC plus Susanna went home straight from there. i was supposed to go home too but stayed longer cos qianya felt lonely.
few minutes passed, and i went home too. hahah.
that's the end. NICE STORY WASNT IT.
cool. the end. bye. :D

dangydangy.
sometimes i feel that some people are sososo irresponsible. How can they not do their equal share of work and expect others to finish up for them? I MEAN !wahlau.
humphhh. D:
shooshoo. chase all the ugly unhappiness away. get back the fundamental basics.

LOL thing of the day:
my father doesnt know what "chiobu" means. =.=