it's just that. complications, confusions, and things that were never meant to be.
now everything's gone. totally gone. so there's no more of the things i thought could once happen. everything is just, finished. so no matter what happened, you just kept quiet and never said anything. and now at the last point, you just turned around, and walked far away. all the efforts, all the lies, all the things that i tried to make good, everything was bad, and never happened in your eyes. what i hoped to be, would it never be true? if it's like that, why did you have to wait till the last minute? why did you have to tear it away? why did you make me wait? why did you make me try???

okay hello everyone.
today was fine i guess. nothing special? just that 50 laps is coming tomorrow!
and im the only one in the whole class who didnt contribute everything.
what a feeling of out-stedness. well.
nevermind. everything's fine. as long as i dont think too much, everything's fine.
i dont care okay. ;D
lalala. i did not write any letters today. was feeling a bit down.
cos of something. but now it's all alright. i wish they wont try, just keep things the way they are.
that's better. (:
im not going to slack today! im going to do work, and work and work. finish up all the homework, den i can enjoy 50 laps! whoo.
tomorrow im going back to cedar primary! wheehee. cant wait to see my teacherr. XD
im not going to get affected by what happened today.
maybe im just being paranoid.
but well, someone tried to act pathetic in front of me. :/
hey, i can see your malicious grin behind those frowns and fake expressions okay?
stop trying to be like that. it's not very nice you know.
bleh. okay today im not in the mood. ):
so just bear with me, and byebye for now.
MAC is getting married, rumours say! and im so gonna cry okay. ))):

i wish you'll just stop torturing me with your weather-like emotions okay?
let's all stop it. and everything will get back to normal.
i have my friends, you have yours.
it has always been like that,
& will stay the same, forever.

hellohello.
today is boring. nothing nice happened to me.
ohyah, it was tiring, because i had to run all the way home to get my guides stuff. the things for the bronze badge/award thingy. D: was a super tiring run home mann ):
anyway, i just hope i wont flunk it and get my bronze badge! (: that'll be nice.
argh. term 3's gonna be over soon!!! means no more sitting with dear candia, singyi and luoting, and means EOYs are coming! ughh. how sickening D:
im feeling so lazy now. i didnt even touch anything that is related to studies since, the time when lit test was over? haha, yah ;D no wait. actually i did touch something. it was my father's special recipe of mid year MATHS papers. :/ haiyoh. gah. i should really start doing revisions already, cos EOYs are coming fast. im scared. O:
boonhui was really sweet today! she wrote my one page letter. so nice right? haha. i forced a lot of pple to write long looong letters to me. now the disadvantage is, i have to reply a thousand LOOONG letters! hmm, not very smart marie. XD
lalala. my tuition teacher once told my class, that bubble tea contains the sugar amount of 8 bowls of rice. AMAZING. wow, means i've really gotta start cutting down on that. especially, i go for those type of OREO CHOCOLATE type? hurhur.
all those horrible evil calories! boo.
hey im getting bored. there's nothing much to blog about, since today was an okay-okay day.
i better go start on revisions and homework now. im NOT a workaholic okay? haha.
byebye ;D

HELLO !

argh. tomorrow's there's literature test. i havent studied yet ! im so scared. D: plus i also donno how to go about studying for that.
we got back our summary test results today. i got A1 ! 19/25. but when i added it up with comprehension, i got B3. so sad right ? BOO. candia got A2 i think ? so professional. i envy you candia. im jealous okay. (x
anyway, i stayed back with varsha, yj & julene today to studeehhhhh. julene did not study lah. only me and varsha and yj. (: i finished all my homework by afternoon time ! whoo. so i've got time to study for literature later, cos i dont have to worry about homework anymore.
today milk stood behind me. so close, so near you know. aiyoh. see my face all red alr. i wonder how old milk is. if anyone know's about who milk is, try to keep you mouths sealed okay ? (x
then macdonalds did not come today. so sad. i wish macdonalds came. but nevermind ! cos without macdonalds also very funnnn (((:
okay nothing else to write !
byebye :D

you made me realise how fake you are.
how untrustworthy you are.
you made me understand that whatever happened,
never really happened in your eyes.
you've changed so fast.
but when you sincerely apologised, i was taken in.
i will never believe in those anymore.
now,
it's payback time.

hello everyone.
i made some new friends today ! introducing... ENELUJ AND HAROBED !!! :D
harobed says im fierce, im so not lah. D:
im seriously peaceful, and my motto is to promote harmony.
just like peaceful catherine ! (:
oh yah. that reminds me.
today yushu and catherine did not come.
so sad right ? then poor boonhui was left alone.
i wanted to go and accompany her, budden she got felicia then forget me already.
nevermind ! i got candia.
hey, candia is ANTI-SOCIAL okay ??
today i was looking for her after guides. thinking that she was waiting for me or sth.
then i asked a choir person.
should be sec 2 maybe.
she say she donno who candia is D:
that's why i inferred from this PRIMARY SOURCE that candia is anti-social and does not interact with her seniors. BOO.
& yuanjing is cocky, im cockle !
so cute right. put us together, what do you see ?
COCKY COCKLE !
wheeheee (:
so stress now. got to prepare for upcoming exams and lit test.
then still have girl guides modules to be completed, and a proficiency badge thingy.
gahhhhhh. oh and that damn sucky dnt model ):
boohooo.
okay byebye (:

DEDICATED TO CATHERINE-JIEJIE !!!
Catherine jiejie, must get well soon.
take your medicine regularly and rest well.
must recover and come back to school fastfast,
cos all of us will miss you terribly.
yah.. especially MALI ! (see i edit alr)
okay ? so come back soon ! (:
-marie <3

im freaking bored now. oh dear me.
candia, me, singyi and julene are in the computer lab. singyi is doing her koutoubaogao, cos her home internet connection got problem. then i stayed back with her and candia.
wanted to go to 7-eleven for lunch, budden singyi and yushu wasted lots of time ! haha. okay just joking. but honestly. (:
so in the end we didnt go lah. singyi and yushu all your fault lah D:
ate rasa sedap for lunch. i once told myself never to eat that again. but well, i broke my promise ! so yay. :D
candia says im typing very fast. aiyoyo. budden i only use two fingers to type only.
and some pple are so noisy. in the com. lab ! D:
okay nevermind.
let's continue. i just realised how old mr chai is. i asked him today.
oh im surprised. really (:
actually im supposed to be doing my maths revision/maths tuition homework now. but what am i doing ? the answer is very obvious. unless anyone is stupid enough not to realise :/
damn lah. today's koutoubaogao was only okay. ms wee said mine was "full of life" but the bad points were a lot. ): i think i wont get the marks i expected.
haha. but really, i was so excited about showing pple the coins, until i prepare the slides not very specific. so it was like some of the most important points were missing, and the marks flew off. D:
hoo-ey. im so bored now.
i think i mentioned about everything. i guess i didnt blog about a lot of things for a long long time.
and im currently still waiting for boonhui to post those pictures so i can rip them.
they were from yuanjing's bbq party. it was fun fun funn.
really ! the one thing to describe it is just fun. ;D
byebye.

why ? why ? why ? why ? why ?
IM SICK AND TIRED OF EVERYTHING ! D:
i feel very small. i donno what is happening.
sick of everything alr D:

helloooooo.
today was fun.
i feel so happy, cos i changed and accomplished something today !
whoo. :D
woke up at 6.45 this morning. i thought i was gonna be late you know ! phew.
luckily i wasnt.
argh. but could not study for history test ):
well, i decided there was nothing to study about anyway.

hmm, the test was OHHHHHH-kay lah.
cant say it's easy like ABC, cos it wasnt ?? (:
but im happy tests are gonna be over soon.
den i can concentrate on other stuff.
hey but exams are coming !!!

MARIE, YOU'RE CONTRADICTING YOURSELF OKAY.

i need help lah, seriously.
im not a person who can really plan my time well.
or maybe i can, i just dont wanna stick to it.
im contradicting myself, again.
im gonna contradict myself a lot in this post. i think.

let's see, i accomplished something !
wait, what is that thing ?? D:
ohhhhhhh. i know !
i beat the average limit for the chinese test that ms wee set-ted. (pronounced as setted)
umm, so yeah. my marks are nothing to be VERY happy about,
but at least, i passed ?! o.o
hey, i got B3 or B4..
46/70. not very good lah i know.
but it's okay, though im not contented.
see ? marie's contradicting herself again. :D
erm, some pple in class, they got quite high.
maybe, NOT high in their standards. but alr very high okay !!!
at first i counted wrongly. i thought i got 56 !!!
was damn happy until i want to laugh.
uhhhhh, den i counted again.
and well.. you know the rest D:
boonhui got ____ !!! so damn good lah.
i envy you boonhui.

okay enough about the chinese test. my kou tou bao gao's coming !!!
oh dear. uh-oh.
D&T does not suck. but it's does not rock either.
it's okay, but i hate it when work is needed to be done, at home by yourself.
i mean, if they allow us to do that feasible model in class time,
is okay lah. budden you expect us to get all those cardboard and donno what other board and do the model by monday ???
and you only return us the files on thursday ??
who knows, the only day i can go out on is like sunday ? evening ?!?!?!
freak ! okay it's possible for pple to finish,
but it's still, hard.
urgh. DDD:

tomorrow there's pe. and i think i dont have enough pe tee to wear.
what if im expected to wear the old, sweaty one that hasnt been washed for over 4 days ??
not possible right ? -.-
but who knows.

argh. im getting bored. and i think i posted quite a lot.
so byebye ! :D
marie's contradicting herself again (:

hello everyone ! ;D
erm, i changed skin.
hope you all like it and pls tag !!! thank you (:
oh yah and i know the tagboard colour seriously does not suit the skin,
uhh.. but now this will do lah.
i'll change it tmr maybe when i have the time, kkay ?
THANK YOU !
byebye :D have a nice evening.

hello everyone ! :D
i've finished bathing, finished eating plus snacking,
so now's the time to blog again ! -does the jiggly dance-

hmm.. im proud of my test results today ! i improved quite a lot. xD
and xiangyujiejie's proudddd of me too !
i got 28/35 for maths ! whoohoo.
lots of pple improved. mdm lim even said we were much much better,
maybe better than other classes.
WELL DONE 1A ! :D
haha. and well done marie too !
<3
so, now's 4 plus.
i figured out that i have enough time to complete d&t and byj..
and can squeeze in some time for blogging ! whoo. (:
welcome the new MARIE !
she's gonna start studying, working hard, and produce umm, GOOD WORK !!!!
yahhhhhh.
im feeling tired now.
better keep up the hyper-ness
and go do work now ! :D

NOTE TO YUANJING :
hey what happened to you girl ?
i brought the letter today..
then you didnt come ! D:
later tmr i forget again.
are you sick ? fever ? flu ?
cough ? running nose ?
everyone so worried for you, science rep. !
even mrs tan !!!!
ahahahaha. okay, get a good rest.
and come back tmr ! (((:
-marie <3

whoohoo! im so happy today! yay.yay.yay. ;D
i donno why also, just feeling hyped.
hmm.. but later got tuition.
nevermind!! it's only 2hrs and 30mins. i must think positive (:
i received presents again! wheeeehee.
erm, a cup from varsha! <3333333
thank yewwwwwwwwwwwww my dear varsha.
then aishah gave me a piggy bank! i'll start saving up from scratch, promise. xD
oh yah, deardeardear sweet candia gave me a meaningful jigsaw puzzle! there's even a message that you have to unravel! i wont tell you what that message is :/
haha, im so happy! i feel blessed okay.
now's 4.24, oh dear me.. tuition is on it's way.
and it'll finish at 8.45pm and now im not finishing up my homework!
i feel naughty. D:
*laughs & laughs & laughs*
i really thank everyone for all the presents and birthday wishes. thanks 1A! <3
okie, need to go do homework alr..
byebye! :D

im here to post again :D

i realised that i spent 10 hours, 43 minutes and 57 seconds of my birthday sleeping. URGH. how could i do that ! random.
anyway, im on the brink of boredom, and i better get something to do quick! so here i am, blogging.
let's talk about yesterday and maybe the day before yesterday, or maybe today.

YESTERDAY - MY BIRTHDAY!
hohoho.
happy birthday to meeeee,
happy birthday to meeeee,
happy birthday to marie,
happy birthday to meeeee...

-clapclapclap-
-clasps hands together and wishes-
-blows out candles-
-cuts the cake-
-smiles and grins-

YAY! oh yah, the presents! wheeeeee.
i received nothing from my relatives, except for a pair of sandals worth $5$49.90.
hmm, then the rest are just angpaos. MONEYMONEYMONEY. :/
i went out in the morning to cut hair.
then mommy, jiejie and me went to watch harrypotterRUSH HOUR3!!!!
was super nice (:
but it lasted only 1hr30min. ohwell.
was so funny, i laughed until cough, cough until laugh, cry until laugh, laugh until running nose.
that scenario wasnt overly exaggerated.
cos on 10th august, the birthday girl marie, had coughs, slight fever and a runny nose.
aint that so sad? i gotta tell you, i laughed and boogers came out during the movie!
are you going "ewwwwwwwwww" now?
hehheh. now you know how serious my situation was.
that was fake. (:
so no more "ewwwww"s. :D
chris tucker is so funny! those pple who are going to the movies soon, i advise you to choose RUSH HOUR3 over THE SIMPSONS MOVIE. really, rush hour3 may be short, but it'll be nice ;D
haha XD
boo. then daddy joined us after the show, and we ate at BALITHAI, again!
was nice, but i was sick D:

very tired now.. shant talk about yesterday.
byebyes! :DD

oh damn. im sick. BOO.

here are some interesting facts about MARIE. (found by boonie)

1. Most bottles and jars contain at least twenty-five percent recycled Marie.
2. If you kiss Marie for one minute you will burn six or seven calories!
3. Ancient Greeks believed earthquakes were caused by Marie fighting underground.
4. Until the 1960s, Marie was not allowed to enter Disneyland.
5. In Vermont, the ratio of cows to Marie is 10:1.
6. You should always store Marie in an airtight container in the fridge!
7. Over 46,000 pieces of Marie float on every square mile of ocean.
8. Native Americans never actually ate Marie; killing such a timid prey was thought to
indicate laziness!
9. There are 336 dimples on Marie!
10.The first American zoo was built in 1794, and contained only Marie!


COOL. totally superb-ly cool (:
anyway, im still sick. so goodbye! :D

yo everyone!
hmm, this post is specially dedicated to "replies" to tags and besties who gave me presents !
whoohoo.

First up; THE REPLIES ! -drumroll please!-
(sorry for not replying anything sooner, cos my internet connection got a bit of donkeyness.)

BOONHUI :-
hello boonhui ! you're LOVE and i know you think so about me also right? yesyes. so, you wont fail one lah. remember what i said about tests? oh yah, im sweet right? that letter was the nicest. i think. LOL (: yes, i mentioned you 4 times in a row, and i love you and badi's present! whoo. XD

ASHLEY :-
hello ashley ! hey and thanks for the nice cute monkeys. (((:

VEE :-
i love you too ! meatball ! XD

JULENE :-
hello love. i love you too (:

KIMBERLY :-
hello kimberly ! yes, you shall write loooong letters to me alrights? oh and of course i'll reply. ASAP somemore ! (:

DEBORAH :-
i no postcards lah ! even if i have, i will still reply on toilet paper foolscap. HAAHAHAHHAHA XD

SINGYI :-
oh my dear cute person-in-front-of-my-table-partner ! i love you too (x

GLORIA :-
okie gloria ! will link ASAP (((:

JASMINE :-
oh hello ! i've heard of you TONS of times from boonhui, though i dont really know who you are. you're sec 3 correct? (: thanks for tagging !

SECOND UP; THE BESTIE NOTE ! -drumroll; louder please!-

hello to all-those-pple-who-gave-me-pressies !
(this is letter is also to ALL 1 A-ians)
thanks for wishing me happy birthday; plus all those lovely gifts ! i really appreciate the thought (: even if you didnt buy me anything, it's alright, i know the thought counts already! (((((x
GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!
P.S does all of you think of gigantic stuff toys when it comes to me?? o.0

haha. okay goodbye! :D

hello everyone.
im talking to CANDIA, JULENE(she's away), and WENDELYNN! (:
ahaha. and my birthday is coming soon; 10th August !
whoo. :D
anyway, i really dont understand why SHE is flaring up for no reason.
haiyohhhhhhhhhh.
she's soooo irritating.
omg. and should buy skotchtape(is that how you spell it?) for her. haha. really. she justs flares up for no ultimate reason.
can she just WAIT? hello?! urghhhhh.
i cant stand her. but haha,
i wish she will just keep quiet. haiyah.
in sch she always put on a bluff front. then make me so irritated.
okay shall not talk about all this.
let's talk about other stuff !
pple are buying presents to meeeeee.
whoo and YAY.
BOONHUI is nice.
she says she loves me.
awwwwwww;
i shall be nice too, and write her a sweet loooong letter.
okayokay. i think enough for today.
she spoiled my mood lah.
i shall go do my history homework, and write letters !
byebyes :D:D

hello everyone.
im in the computer lab now. it's been loooong since i posted here.
and this, is not gonna be a long post. cos if someone catches us red-handed. then maybe we'll be banned. D: will we?

oh dear me. 5 items is tomorrow! im gonna die in shuttle run mannnn. it's not nice. not nice at all. ): i think i'll flunk all of them ! boo. who's gonna help me?
boonhui's been banned from the computer and it's NOT M.A.C.'s fault okay. i think i'll change the name to something more private. cos this is too, obvious. hmm.. let's see.
if you have any ideas about the changing of the name, you can tag here and give me ideas. this is not a public survey. only for pple who are interested. haha.
julene's idea: Donald, no duck.
eew. donald. sounds, gay. donald. hmm..
not considerable. NO WAY.
another of julene's idea: DD (donald duck)
urgh. donald duck. hey this is so stupid. and julene said his name damn loud in the computer lab.
and i can feel everyone's eyes on me lah. ):
the girl beside me! she's in charge of some newspaper and ARGH!
okay. shall stop here. in case more secrets are spilled out of the bag.
julene must learn to paste scotchtape on your mouth =.=
dont say anymore!
okay byebyes :D

im an official slacker. and yuanjing still owes me big time ):

yoyo.
i just finished bathing! ooh. and im smelling orange now, because my baby bath shampoo just finished and i had to use my mother's orange one. ): eek.
oh well. today was quite nice, peaceful.. lessons were not totally boring. i think candia, singyi and i were laughing most of the time? ms naomi chye didnt come today, so music was free period! cool. i bet everyone was writing letters in the mean time, only some were talking & talking (:
candia wrote me a letter! was considered very long alr, and i wrote her a short one. anw, i told her i was feeling depressed and she promised to write me a loooooong one XD
hehheh. oh! my rice is ready. late snack. daddy's buying dinner veryvery late. D: so.. im hungry!
i stayed back with boonhui to study! again! the first time was on monday, we were so damn enthusiastic for sci, and were studying like some maniac. =.= but today, we slacked a whole lot.
allbecauseofboonhui
she kept on saying that she was bored and made me walk to the canteen with her. boo. (x haha. so i did work! promised mdm lim to pass up tutorial but i didnt and im feeling VERY guilty now alrights. D: i will not do it again, probably !
hmm so got bored and went to the computer lab, in the nick of time to tag a bit on each other's blog and the teacher said we must stop. ): boo.

ouchouchouch. i burned my tongue in the process of eating. ): let's continue.
today we had an important ceremony in sch. quite sad cos it's like all the sec 4s passing out once again DDD: extra boo. boo. boo.
BOOHOOOOOOOOOO. >< wanping. she'ssonice.really. omg. it's a final goodbye!
OKAY. i shall be good and go and do my tutorial now~
goodbyes :DDD