Thursday, 30 August 2007
it's just that. complications, confusions, and things that were never meant to be.
now everything's gone. totally gone. so there's no more of the things i thought could once happen. everything is just, finished. so no matter what happened, you just kept quiet and never said anything. and now at the last point, you just turned around, and walked far away. all the efforts, all the lies, all the things that i tried to make good, everything was bad, and never happened in your eyes. what i hoped to be, would it never be true? if it's like that, why did you have to wait till the last minute? why did you have to tear it away? why did you make me wait? why did you make me try???
okay hello everyone.
today was fine i guess. nothing special? just that 50 laps is coming tomorrow!
and im the only one in the whole class who didnt contribute everything.
what a feeling of out-stedness. well.
nevermind. everything's fine. as long as i dont think too much, everything's fine.
i dont care okay. ;D
lalala. i did not write any letters today. was feeling a bit down.
cos of something. but now it's all alright. i wish they wont try, just keep things the way they are.
that's better. (:
im not going to slack today! im going to do work, and work and work. finish up all the homework, den i can enjoy 50 laps! whoo.
tomorrow im going back to cedar primary! wheehee. cant wait to see my teacherr. XD
im not going to get affected by what happened today.
maybe im just being paranoid.
but well, someone tried to act pathetic in front of me. :/
hey, i can see your malicious grin behind those frowns and fake expressions okay?
stop trying to be like that. it's not very nice you know.
bleh. okay today im not in the mood. ):
so just bear with me, and byebye for now.
i wish you'll just stop torturing me with your weather-like emotions okay?
let's all stop it. and everything will get back to normal.
i have my friends, you have yours.
it has always been like that,
& will stay the same, forever.
