stupid girl.
i'm pissed at my sister.
and i think she's pissed at me too.
she called me stupid! ))):
fine la. i shall do well for all my tests,
and show her who's the stupid one.

my goodness.
i want to go for the outdoor NDP rehearsal tomorrow!
so unfair. why must LJ be compulsory???
oh well. LJ is going to be fun. but i want to go join the practice.
i missed some practice already, my bangs are not absolutely good,
and my turns can be called.. horrible. D:
oh no. my goodness. i want my practice.

deborah is obsessed.
i have tried getting rid of her obsessions. no use.
anyway, i like her marshmallow deodorant.
but i think i clogged up my nose because i told her
it smells like chocolate.
IT does!

byebye. i must try studying.
hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :/

eeyer.
today i ate cup noodles for lunch.
and i also had gastric pains.
but my mother was enjoying the time of her life
at suntec city, enjoying good stuff like
lobsters, cold crab and scallops at kuiishinbo.
is there still any justice? ):

today because of stress i binged.

bye (:

English Timed Assignment.
eeee. i wish we were being told earlier! and i like small fonts. (:
tomorrow's english TA is going to be free writing. that's even harder.
when i don't have a topic, i don't know what to follow.
and that may lead to bad writing. oh no. D:
school was fun today. what made it fun was swimming.
yeah, swimming was fun, even though i drank lots of water. ):
we advanced to the 1.2 m pool today. then 1.8.
i nearly freaked out. especially when the instructor asked us to jump inside.
i was scared i would drown XD
some near accident happened during swimming lesson.
i won't go on to say what (:
i finally got to bathe. today, after swimming.
but i forgot my soap. and shampoo. -.-
today maths & science were super duper boring!
science, as usual was going through hols assignment.
i hate that. it's so boring.
maths, congruency. i quite liked the topic but it still seems confusing.
and boring. i nearly fell asleep. (:
after school i practically rushed home.
lunch was boring.
the foods at my house is quite bad.
the quality is bad too. ):
but anyway (:

finally i don't feel so stressed anymore,
except for tomorrow's TA.
and things have finally blown over.
my problems, are solved. :D
bye!

i miss you loads.

i need a happy ending.
life has been terrible.
i always say i don't care.
but it actually affects me.
i hate the way things turn out.

EYD!

today was express yourself day. (: i think our class theme is fabulous.
and those nerdy spectacles were really, really nice.
i think i shall go buy one pair too! but there's no degree.
i made a mistake by buying a super expensive shirt which i should not have.
yesterday i went out with gloria kho to buy suspenders and flats.
in total i spent more than $45. that is a lot for one person. ):

black flats - $18.90
white top - $19.90 (!!!)
silver & black suspenders - 3 for $10
red dangly earrings - 3 for $5

eeeeeeeee. the white top is SUCH a regret.
i want a refund.

it's okay.

i feel like i did something wrong by writing my previous post.
but i don't really care. (: even if they think i'm an idiot or what.
that was how i really feel. i mean, just try not to get into each others life?
you started to irritate me by your actions so i'm just giving you the same.
but i don't care. even if you feel that i'm a moron, i. don't. care.
i tried my best to fit in last time, but since you started this,
then i shall not care about how you think about me as well.

freak.

today we had leadership training. not fun. ):
some people irked me. they spoiled my day.
i just can't stand them! but i know they can't stand me as well, so it's like vice versa.
like just get a life lah! people talking still must go and imitate.
what business is it with you? like what. the. hell.
you live your life, i live mine. but you just have to poke your nose in things.
so so so deliberately. -.-
don't understand what is going on in your pea.
just stop this nonsense! it's childish.

then you call out to your friend/supporter of yours to show off your imitation.
HA!

AIYOH.

I HATE MY SITTING ARRANGEMENT!
okay, wait! i forgot something.
replay this sentence. replay replayyy.

I HATE MY SITTING ARRANGEMENT. (OOPS!)
this sentence more suitable. (:

bye.

hello.

today, swimming was alright.
i can't draw breath! so lousy right. ):
you know how it feels when you think you're getting back on track and you actually arent?
it sucks. because that's what i'm feeling now.
at first after pioneer test i thought there was nothing to worry about, because all was over.
but now? there's other commitments. i can't wait for everything to be over and i can really concentrate on other things, put my mind to ease.
i've got things piling up by my side and i just can't bring myself to stop procrastinating.
until the last minute and you start to panic, you realise that all is too late.
i wish i could scrape back onto track. (:

bye!